A Random Posting

Hi, everyone..

I’m starting to write this little bit funny posting in the last year. Whoa..I’m actually in a good mood. Yeay! :D So, this gonna be so exciting for everyone in the world because it’s new year. Lots people try to push themselves in such a good way and spend their time with lovely person around. It’s typically at 02:14 a.m and I just want to flashback what I’ve done during 2012.
There’s so maaaaaaanyyyyyyy things happened in my life, and It will takes much times to talk one by one here. Let me to say Alhamdulillah, a huge thanks for my God Almighty Allah SWT that give me so many experiences in 2012, I do really thankfullness for every step which makes me mature in my life, for my great fams, my weird-cheers-friendly friends around me haha, my ungovern-mood-booster guy who still knows me so well hehe. Wait, he’s not my boyfriend. He’s my ex-boyfriend. Wanna laugh over about it? LOL I don’t even really care, dude. :D

Randomly Mumbling

Umm.. time passed quickly, wasn’t it?

So, this is another post for randomly mumbling after my quite-long-time absence.

I’m starting this with a ‘not-too-good’ mood, but I guess I’m okay.

It has been 2 months since I had my golden time with him.

Wait, wait, wait.. We aren’t getting back together (again) hehehe.

I just realize something in my life that Allah’s plans will always the best thing ever to me. Lots a things happened, but so far I’ve already done it properly.

Thanks Allah, alhamdulillah. :)

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Hari itu hujan gerimis di kampus, perlahan udara terasa dingin dan tercium bau tanah gersang yang basah oleh air hujan. Cuaca seperti ini benar-benar tidak mendukung adanya perkuliahan apalagi di jam-jam sore seperti ini, di tambah hari itu cuma ada satu mata kuliah.

“Hidup itu gak adil ya?” sms terakhir yang ku baca darinya, entah apa yang terjadi pada dirinya aku pun tak menanyakannya, hanya saja aku merasakan hal yang sama dan ku jawab “ya, memang”. Sebenarnya aku ingin tahu apa yang di maksud olehnya, tapi aku urungkan niatku dan perlahan memasukkan hape ke dalam tas.

I didn’t know how to say, this morning when I opened my eyes I thought about you. I heard my heart beating, sounded like footsteps on the stairs. I had to be strength that two months gone and I knew.

I didn’t notice what they think about me, about my love story. They told me that I might be the one that still hope live in the past. But, yeah I just couldn’t run away from this circumstance , I should be imprisoning my heart so does my mind to stop thought about you anymore. If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all? I was the girl who still couldn’t move on from you...